Finally Revealing My Secret | NikkieTutorials: Layers Of Me

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    After being blackmailed, Nikkie takes control as she prepares for her powerful coming out video, but behind the scenes she is battling with telling her closest friend the truth.
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Anna Frances
Anna Frances

The only thing this changes for me is how deeply my compassion for your experience extends, how astonished I am by your courage, and how much I hope my little girls grow up to be just like you. Thank you, you beautiful sister.

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tiggz R
tiggz R

I found you, related to u, but when you came out with this secret it felt like being lied to. Not as if you owe some subscriber but it's like damn what else don't we know.

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Alina & Van
Alina & Van

I love you I don't what to say I cried so much

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Dawn Crawford
Dawn Crawford

Nikkie thank you for telling your story and educating those of us who didn’t understand myself included. You sweetheart are beautiful inside and out. Thank you!❤️ I think I’m more shocked that you speak another language because your English is spot on!😂 I love you girl!🥰

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Johanna Langner
Johanna Langner

I am sad. She could have had a stealth life. But someone didn't allow her to hide her physical past, so she will be the "transwomen" for the rest of her life. That's not fair. I know many will say positive things like "she was always a women", and that's sweet. But as she already said: up to know her life will be framed, and everyone's impression about her will be influenced by the information "she was a boy". That's not fair. And I know what I am talking about. I wish I ever had the change to pass. But I came out in my late 30ies and couldn't afford ffs. Life can be so cruel.

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Devynn
Devynn

Wait... Was Nikki born a boy? I can't find any information about it.

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Moortje Malenaar
Moortje Malenaar

Yes, she was born male but biology made a little mistake. She was assigned male at birth, but she identifies as a woman :)

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Bella Brenchley
Bella Brenchley

I love nikki so much she is such a strong beautiful independent and brave women and she deserves the world

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Kathy Foroutan
Kathy Foroutan

Je bent een prachtige mens❤️😘🤗

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Rachael Johnston
Rachael Johnston

I was born female and I present myself as female. In this video when you said "Did i lie? well yeah" that's not true. You didn't lie because you are female, you present as a woman and you have for way longer than you were ever male and honestly it doesn't matter that you were born male, you ARE a woman. You don't owe anybody anything because your life is yours to live, your truth is yours and no one understands it the way that you understand. You're beautiful!!

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Amy Monson
Amy Monson

You're so Strong...never put your head down

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Vera
Vera

It doesn´t matter with gender you are Nikkie you are yourself

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mya west
mya west

YOU NEVER CHANGED YOU ALWAYS STAYED BEAUTIFUL!! ❤️❤️

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Josiah Hendricks
Josiah Hendricks

Nikkie you are so beautiful and amazing and even before all of this you served as an icon in my life and someone to watch when I needed comfort and make-up tips and help. You're so amazing please never stop being you ❤️

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casandra ross
casandra ross

I love listening to her talk.

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jessiejfan23
jessiejfan23

Thank you for sharing your story 💛

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Joy H
Joy H

Ik heb je altijd gezien als een grappige, intelligente, mondige en knappe vrouw. Wie kan het schelen dat je vroeger een ander geslacht had. You go girl. Wees een voorbeeld voor anderen. Ik heb niets dan respect voor jou.

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Mary Charlotte Ann Bautista
Mary Charlotte Ann Bautista

I’ve never thought I’d say this to a person who I didn’t know much except the talent you shows us. Nikki, you don’t owe anything to us. You’re an amazing lady! You deserve every beautiful thing in the world ❤️

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Shannon Trujillo
Shannon Trujillo

I love you Nikki. You’ve always been a woman ❤️

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Anthony D
Anthony D

You posted this on my bi coming out anniversary! Congrats on sharing your full self with the world :) I can't wait to see what you do next

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kafukashi
kafukashi

I'm sorry, your story is absolutely inspiring but can we please talk about the PROFESSIONALISM of this documentaries, its so well constructed i loved that fourth wall(?) break with Linda, amazing

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Jule Straub
Jule Straub

❤️

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Laura Geist
Laura Geist

Not the power of makeup, the power of me! 💯👏👏👏🥰

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Esmée Berlo
Esmée Berlo

Mss is dit een late reactie maar ik hou van jou Nikkie! Toen ik je zag bij wie is de mol dacht ik OMG YES NIKKIEEEEE!!!! En nu ben je open voor iedereen en iedereen houd nogsteeds van jou💋😘

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Hgvvv gchgfvv
Hgvvv gchgfvv

Echt nikki i love youuus so much

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Betty Pickle
Betty Pickle

She's 100% female when she saw that rabbit and got so excited that's when i knew she was a girl...

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Ana Carolina Neubaner Duque
Ana Carolina Neubaner Duque

You are a wonderful woman, a wonderful humam being. You inspire me, and i wish you a happy and full of love life

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Almein Simoes
Almein Simoes

Absolutely inspiring!!!

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Mercedes Famous Screenwriting
Mercedes Famous Screenwriting

Well, I am definitely looking at you different...I'm looking at you as the bravest woman and fighter ever. I'm so happy for you are living in your truth. Keep shining!

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Nancy Merchant
Nancy Merchant

I love this series I cry every time I can't wait till you and Dylan have your happy ever after

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Madelynn Skajewski
Madelynn Skajewski

Just want to say Nikki - I have been following for awhile and I cannot see you any other way but as "Nikki" that's who I have always known you as and that hasn't changed even with you sharing this. That's who you introduced yourself as and that's who I have always looked up to. When you made the video it was emotional to see your pain but in a way I'm like "and..?" It doesn't change anything or how I look at you- in my head I'm like let's get back to the makeup! :) I appreciate how you did it for yourself and didn't want to make it everyone's business because it's not. Loved you then, love you now, nothings changed. I don't look at u any different. :)

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Menalda Groeneveld
Menalda Groeneveld

Yeeessss girl!! You are super awesome ❤️

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Claudia Bronsteijn
Claudia Bronsteijn

Nikki ik vind je geweldig

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Benthe van Dijk
Benthe van Dijk

😍😍😍

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Rosanne Veldboer
Rosanne Veldboer

respect

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leah brown
leah brown

I’ve watched so many of Nikkis videos This is the first episode I watched , I went back and watched the first one again, an amazing story told by a beautiful woman🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻

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X Knight
X Knight

This is so moving. I am moved to tears. I thank you for being you and helping people to understand what this process is like for others. ❤

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Mann Sharma
Mann Sharma

Omg Nikki I love u u are awesome ... Amazing 😍😍😍🤩😍🤩⭐👑⭐

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Kimmy Ball
Kimmy Ball

I know its none of our business but im super curious as to what Dillions reaction was when she told him! I do want to say that she is one of the strongest people I have ever seen!! For her to make that video had to have been so beyond scary!! ❤❤❤

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Maria Joseph
Maria Joseph

Such a Darling🥰😍

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Bere garcia
Bere garcia

Omg your bestfriend ❤ love her That's what a bestfriend should do same as your real supporters. Anyone else doesn't matter are people you don't need in your life

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NARA Qiem tan
NARA Qiem tan

I ❤ u nikkie

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Alissa Habachi
Alissa Habachi

I think it’s absolutely disgusting and vile that someone would blackmail her about something this sensitive. This was none of our business and Nikkie would tell us when she is and was ready.

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Breanna Honeycutt
Breanna Honeycutt

I was in tears 😭😭😭 it's a amazing I just starting transitioning last year and it's been hard but I made it and Nicki you are changing our community

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Crisa Lis
Crisa Lis

Nikkie's best friend is truly an amazing person, she didn't even feel betrayed despite the fact that Nikkie hid the truth from her for such a long time. She's so lucky for having such a great best friend.

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Kenna Ndir
Kenna Ndir

It's so sad that she has to feel like she has to apologize for not telling anyone. She really doesn't. We love you Nikkie.

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Tara Pelaccio Ellis
Tara Pelaccio Ellis

Dr. Suess said it best, "BE WHO YOU ARE & SAY WHAT YOU FEEL BECAUSE THOSE WHO MATTER DON'T MIND... AND THOSE WHO MIND DON'T MATTER"

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Ian Go
Ian Go

I LoVE YOU Nikie 💕💕💕💕💕

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Tasha Charnetzky
Tasha Charnetzky

I just wanted to say this is the first video I’ve seen of your vlog, and 1) your mother is GORGEOUS, 2) I LOVED watching your first video morph into you now, and 3) your voice is like HONEY and I love you to pieces, thank you for your ray of sunshine in this world!!

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Claire Bee
Claire Bee

Nikkie, you will always be Nikkie! A beautiful woman that does incredible make up 🥰

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Claire Bee
Claire Bee

Big props to mom 💕 She let her daughter be herself. She's wonderful!

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Tran Tran
Tran Tran

Linda is such a wonderful friend!

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Jae Lempriere
Jae Lempriere

OMG NikkieTutorials I have been watching you since I first found youtube and makeup tutorials and you inspired me and made really explore and find my love for makeup. You are a amazing person! your so strong and this coming out story is so sad but also you didn't have to be scared for one second because everyone that truly mattered and truly understood was was gonna continue to love and adore you for you and your work!. THANK YOU FOR BEING SO BRAVE AND THANK YOU FOR BEING YOU! MWAH XXXXX Also I've watched every single one of your videos and ive now got my own youtube channel which im gonna to juts have fun and explore and create. lots of love LGBTQ+ COMMUNITY LOVE

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Andrea Salazar
Andrea Salazar

I am pretty sure most of us including myself, keep seeing you as Nikkie, a strong independent woman, You are amazing and so strong we are very proud of you

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KoreAn A
KoreAn A

Thank you thank you thank u.....for sharing EVERYTHING..u inspire me more and more

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D'Arcy Jane
D'Arcy Jane

so so many tears....

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Jessica Tavares
Jessica Tavares

we love u 🤍🤍🤍🤍🌷

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Druvis Gerrits
Druvis Gerrits

You are a beautiful person inside and out. ❤ This world could use somr more of the unwavering love and support that your mom and best friend have for you. It's amazing. You are amazing.

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DD O
DD O

Nikkie was a born a woman. She was just trapped in the wrong body, now she is the most beautiful woman and queen ever!💕🤍🖤

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agvi13
agvi13

proud of you

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Lalena Conklin
Lalena Conklin

That was probably the hardest decision to keep to yourself... I already thought you were wonderful but now knowing the whole story I think you're even more wonderful! Just be you 100% and never look back your past your past you're nothing but your future and it's okay to just look forward and it's okay to just be who you are no matter what it is... There's nothing wrong with any of us the only thing that we need to stop doing is judging one another we don't know each other stories we all Harbor secrets about ourselves! It's okay to just be ourselves you're a beautiful woman and you're Perfect Just the Way You Are and if you don't feel perfect just the way you are then change and become the perfect you and don't worry what the world thinks I know that sounds hard especially in this world at this day and age but that's what needs to change we have to stop worrying and living in fear about what the people around us are thinking! I say everybody just start being truthful with ourselves first and through that the truth will come... Much love to all and much love to you Nikki keep up the great work I'm sure you'll never see this but I hope you do!

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Tanya K.Beckerman
Tanya K.Beckerman

😭😭😭😭😭 it is so exciting!! You are amazing person ❤

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Michelle Leuch
Michelle Leuch

You are SO STRONG AND SO BEAUTIFUL!

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Brianna Bodin
Brianna Bodin

Brave beautiful woman. 💜💜💜

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Maddie Smith
Maddie Smith

That was one of the most powerful things I have ever seen. I love you so much Nikki. You will FOREVER have my support and most importantly, love.

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Mayra Macias
Mayra Macias

Can we talk about the remarkable not only mother, but woman Mama Tutorials is 🥰 Everyone needs a mom so loving, accepting and understanding 😍🥰

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Bae Goals
Bae Goals

The weird thing is..I still only see the woman Nikki. I’m trying my hardest to see someone else but I cannot because she’s truly walking in her actual truth.❤️

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Zara Castellaz-Faico
Zara Castellaz-Faico

So inspiring I love you even more, you’re amazing

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Brena Bolick
Brena Bolick

bro when she came out i was so so so excited. this is beautiful and i adore that she’s willing to let us all in on her story

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Stacy Trueshot
Stacy Trueshot

I didn't know and now that I do it changed nothing. I love Nikki. I think she is wonderful.

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Seven Vasquez
Seven Vasquez

MiNd BlOwn 💥💣

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Liz Kunst
Liz Kunst

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

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FranCat Creations
FranCat Creations

Nikki! 😢😍 this series was amazing and you are amazing 💜

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Lady Grace
Lady Grace

I appreciate you 🥰

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Niknak
Niknak

I want more. Nikkie is so real, brave and full of life. She is gorgeous. There was no big lie, it was just the past.

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Angelina Federle
Angelina Federle

I love that track that is playing in your whip girl ;)

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XxnothingxX
XxnothingxX

I love nikkie for how she is not bc of her gender i love her bc she is so tallented she is so entertaining and funny and she is perfect as a boy and as a girl we luv you nikkie 💗💗

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MARZWERA06
MARZWERA06

Her voice now reminds me so much of Kathrine Heigls!

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Jenny Di
Jenny Di

what an amazon mother, you are so bless this is amazing i will always will love my kids no matter what they want to be in life and i can understand your mother that love wow ❤️

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Jessica James
Jessica James

This is soooooo inspirational. Nikkie.....you have and always will be an empowered, beautiful women! Your past makes no difference. You are YOU. and thats.....amazing we love you girl

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Galaxy Light
Galaxy Light

Your layers helped me define my layers Thank you

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Iris Dorhout
Iris Dorhout

Omg your mom is so supportive 🏳️‍🌈💞

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Luka Runningwolf
Luka Runningwolf

I hate whoever blackmailed her. This was none of our goddamned business. She should have been allowed to live her life as she was. She should have been allowed to have that peace.

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Mommyhustlesharder
Mommyhustlesharder

autogynephilia Sexuoeroticism linked to the thought or image of oneself as female. Autogynephilia defines a transsexual typology and provides a theory of transsexual motivation: as Ray Blanchard proposed, male to female (MtF) transsexuals are either sexually attracted exclusively to men (homosexual) or are sexually attracted primarily to the thought or image of themselves as female (autogynephilic), and that autogynephilic transsexuals seek sex reassignment to actualise their autogynephilic desires. Blanchard’s types of autogynephilia • Transvestic—Fantasy of wearing women's clothing. • Behavioural—Fantasy of engaging in typical feminine behaviour (e.g., knitting with women). • Physiologic—Fantasy of pregnancy, breast feeding, menstruating. • Anatomic—Fantasy of having a woman's body, including partial autogynephilia, where the focus is on a mix of male and female body parts.

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Nandipa Ndlovu
Nandipa Ndlovu

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Stephanie Murphey
Stephanie Murphey

She is soooo gorgeous ! Keep going girl love you!

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Camila Dellasanta
Camila Dellasanta

You're BEATIFUL girl, be you. Dont be afraid ❤

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Pirkko Davis
Pirkko Davis

Mad props to Nikkie’s mom. Saskia Spee allowed and encouraged Nikkie to become who she wanted to be. ❤️

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Janet Jj
Janet Jj

Beautiful.

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Kristen Aubin
Kristen Aubin

Balling.

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Sheara 46
Sheara 46

Kudo's to you for being strong, beautiful and living your best life...you inspire so many people so shake off the haters because you' are a star!!

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Chelsea Bree Ann
Chelsea Bree Ann

NIKKIE!!! I would have never guessed but your story is unique and has molded you into who you are. Be proud of it. You are so amazing and such an inspiration. This is seriously incredible. Love you so much. 💓💓 It’s amazing to see you at your highest feeling great and on your way to even more amazing things. 💓💓

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tara pettigrew
tara pettigrew

I went and watched a lot of your videos from when you were younger!! Such a beautiful beautiful soul......I have not gone through the things you have in your life BUT you have still INSPIRED me....you are truly beautiful inside and out..... Thank you Nikki thank you!!!! And KEEP SHINING

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Yaiza Sanchez
Yaiza Sanchez

i love you :') this was so beautiful.

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Zosia Aniela
Zosia Aniela

You're an extremely beautiful person inside and out. Thank you for being you.

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Jill Kolb
Jill Kolb

Loved this documentary series 💕🎉 Love you Nikkie 💛🧡❤💜💙💚

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CinnamonBasic
CinnamonBasic

Aww Nikkie. It never felt like a lie! I felt like your mom when I saw your coming out video. Like "she's every inch a woman!" I just see you as a woman, and was just surprised that your journey to become her was slightly different than I assumed before. 💞

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CinnamonBasic
CinnamonBasic

We have Nikkies mom to thank for allowing her to be herself and follow her passions 🧡

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DemiGreek Kateouras
DemiGreek Kateouras

i mean how are you that thick in that head to not be able to look at a person and not be able to tell this was dude? like come on. even I knew at first glance, and then didn't say anything because I didn't want to insult a possible female, but this isn't a female. that is a male!

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Rachel Hey
Rachel Hey

Just curious if she is still allowed in the Middle East?

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Kyra Lawson
Kyra Lawson

Nikki you are a beautiful talented successful women, I’m so proud of you!

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Elaina Bannister
Elaina Bannister

For all the people who are saying:”no one asked” or “it’s not a lie” or “ it’s not our business you just don’t have to bring it up” it’s not about that it’s about letting everyone know who you used to be to get it off of YOUR chest to make YOU feel better.😌

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